Last Nights Epiphany

Lately a lot has been going on in and around my life. Transitions beginning to take place, things starting to shift, chains beginning to become weakened and broken.

I’ve been dealing with a lot lately. Mentally, physically and in relationships around me. Have I contributed to most if not all of that negativity? Most definitely. But the same way I got myself into these situations, I know I can get myself out.

Often times I have these crazy ass realistic dreams of death. A large percentage of the time I’m getting killed by gunshot wound. I’ll get shot in my chest, back, head or even in my face at times. Just like that, at the pull of a trigger I’m gone, then I quickly come back to life, wake up and realize it was all a dream. It seems so real though, I can feel it!

This past week I had this dream a total of three times with last night being the third but this time it was different, I didn’t die! The two previous nights I had the dream back to back. One night I got shot in the back of my head then the next point blank in my face. Last night’s was different but still as realistic as the other two and the ones that have come before these.

I feel like life has a strange way of speaking to us and showing us signs of things we need to do or need to be informed of. I was standing on a cliff in last nights dream, real dark blue night skies, in the desert, no one around, just me, my thoughts and this beautiful scene that was set before me.

In this moment I had walked over to the edge of the cliff and for some odd reason the curiosity within me told me to swing a leg over the cliff, so I attempted to do so. The reason I say attempted is because I tried but there was a glass shield that was before me so even if I wanted to hop off that bitch, I couldn’t!

Next the clear glass turned into a mirror. In this mirror I seen the desert that was behind me, me and I saw someone else behind me. I couldn’t see the entity’s face but I felt them behind me and saw them shadowing me in the mirror. Next, I feel the cold steel of a pistol press up against my freshly shaved head. I began to feel frightened, felt chills running down my spine and felt all purpose leave from my soul.

This dream was especially real because I had known in this dream that previous nights leading up to this moment this had happened before. I’m standing there stiff as a manikin, scared, not knowing what to do. I knew if I was going to die I was at least going to turn around and see who my killer was.

I turned around. What did I see? Who did I see? I saw nothing. No one. I look around, no one is around, just me. I look back over into the mirror and see myself in a different light. I’m looking at me but I don’t see the same thing I saw before and I don’t feel the same thing I felt before when I would look into a mirror. I don’t see fear, I don’t see doubt, I don’t see insecurities. I see strength, power and endurance.

Now what do I feel my dream was telling me here? Who is my worst enemy? Who is killing me? Who is stopping me? The reality of this all is that I’m the one who’s stopping me. I’m the only one who’s holding me back from being free. I’m the one who’s holding me back from living life. I’m the one who is killing myself with all the fear, doubt and insecure thoughts that I let clog my crown chakra.

A lot of times us as humans begin to create problems that aren’t really there. We get all in our heads and let that become our reality. We start to believe the lies that we are telling ourselves and eventually that’s the energy that we project out into the universe. You create what you put your mind to. If you’re constantly thinking negative then negativity is what you will attract into your life. If you begin to think positive then positivity is what you’re going to attract into your life. “Power of the mind”, that’s some real shit yo!

So listen, don’t let fear, doubt or insecurities stop you from living your best life and living out your dreams. If you’re having a rough day that’s fine, tomorrow is always a new day. Take that new day, dust off those old vibes and start fresh. Think positive and positive will come. Put yourself into a healthy mental state. Tell yourself that you’re strong and you will get through whatever it is that you are going through and trust me, you will. You create your own reality. What type of life do you want to live?

Peace, love and prosperity.

Asyere

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